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All Deviations


Forget me and never believe me,
For I'm not worth a moment of your time.
The past seems so much happier.
It offers pleasant memories and smiles,
The present only holds longing and anger.
I should never make you wait,
But yet I still do.
Just forget me and go back.
Your life will at least be rid of one problem then.
Ignore these pleas, ignore these cries.
They don't mean a thing,
I promise.
Don't ever think that you mean nothing,
You're my world.
Just realize that all you are in store for is a WOLRD of pain.
"Never leave me,
Don't deceive me."
I won't leave you, if that's what you want,
Though I wouldn't dare to.
I'll never deceive you, that's a truth.
I can't listen to these songs that remind me of you,
It hurts too much.
But I enjoy these voices screaming in my ears.
Partially because I'm missing you,
But also it just reminds me what I have done.
Don't think I'm pushing you away,
I'm just warning you.
It's going to be a very bumpy road,
But that's still an understatement.
I do not doubt you,
I doubt myself.
I do not hate you,
I hate myself.
Do you still trust your judgment?
Are you sure about the decisions you made?
The ones that include me?
If I were you,
I'd get out of here while I still can.
But if you wish to stay,
You'd never know the gratitude
But when those times come,
Don't say that I didn't warn you.
©2007-2008 ~break-my-heart
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"I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing the one thing I won't touch again.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night.
While I was busy waging wars on myself you were trying to stop the fight.
You never doubted my warped opinion on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take.
So I'll drive so fucking far away, that I never cross your mind.
And do what ever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.

Hate me today,
Hate me tomorrow,
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you..." Hate Me-Blue October.
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Probably the shittiest thing I have EVER written, eh, but I feel like shit so it fits perfectly.
"Just hate me already."
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*99thbone:icon99thbone: Dec 4, 2007, 6:02:39 AM
hate the moment -- the past -- but see that in the present the light that shines -- shines on a new world -- your world -- your dreams -- later days

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-- of all the things i lost, i miss my mind the most --
-- let your mind create, what your imagination desires --
~luckykitty1989:iconluckykitty1989: Dec 4, 2007, 12:36:57 PM
WOW this is an AMAZING piece wow some of the best things that i have read when someone was ful of anger or some other emotion and i feel in my heart as i was reading this that you were ful of emotion and this peice is AMAZING ABSOLUTLY WONDER it is my favorite peice of yours

crystal
~lordfruitecake:iconlordfruitecake: Dec 4, 2007, 2:14:27 PM
You're kidding me right?You think that,THAT is shittiest thing you've ever writen?
IT'S BLOODY BEAUTIFUL!

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To the artist there is never anything ugly in nature.
-Auguste Rodin
~break-my-heart:iconbreak-my-heart: Dec 5, 2007, 12:27:28 AM
Yeah, I think it's shitty. REALLY shitty.
But thank you.

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Will I come up for air
Come up for air
After a while
The current is calling me
Lulling me
Waving goodbye
I'm out here alone
Oh, God can you save me now?
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My :heart: turns to stone...
~break-my-heart:iconbreak-my-heart: Dec 5, 2007, 12:29:26 AM
Really?
People always seem the like/love the stuff that I hate, it's so strange.
But thank you, I'm glad you like it. :hug:

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Will I come up for air
Come up for air
After a while
The current is calling me
Lulling me
Waving goodbye
I'm out here alone
Oh, God can you save me now?
S
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k
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g
My :heart: turns to stone...